Tagged with change

DIFFERENT NOW SINCE

DIFFERENT NOW SINCE

the day is coming the date lives in infamy it’s the eleventh just can’t get past it can’t ever live it down here every september they say to never forget but how could we right? with life so different now since? things changed forever not ever the same not since that first eleventh how many … Continue reading

STREETLIGHT

STREETLIGHT

It’s a really calm Sunday morning. I hardly get a greater pleasure. The other night I celebrated the summer solstice my own way, simply by staying up late. I wanted to be one with the last light of the longest day. Seriously. Around 10:30 I gave it up for night and went inside, although the almost … Continue reading

PLANE HEADING WEST

PLANE HEADING WEST

i slept like a log no a brick no a dead man i dreamt of a time when a much younger man on a plane heading west at least younger than today i casually leafed through a new york daily news i sat like a stone no a stiff no a sentry i pictured a … Continue reading

THAT DAY THAT NEVER ENDS

THAT DAY THAT NEVER ENDS

That’s what I want That day that never ends. Not because I’m too busy or harried Not because “there aren’t enough hours in the day” As people say Just because Some days are better than others You know they are memories as you live them You watch yourself like a fly on the wall And … Continue reading

ALREADY THERE

ALREADY THERE

to and fro again up and down and all around here and there and back and forth is the case ahead then behind one step forward two steps gone so just start over try and try and try to keep moving all the time endlessly changing life that is i mean failing then winning recoup … Continue reading

TOWN SQUARE

TOWN SQUARE

Where do I start? Right here I guess. For a lack of anywhere better. The coffee hasn’t yet kicked in so I’m moving a little slow and for some reason the cat is particularly clingy at the moment- he’s sitting right under my feet. He just ate his breakfast and it won’t be long now before … Continue reading

SKYLIGHT

SKYLIGHT

I promise this isn’t a weather report but it DID snow overnight. And that’s funny ’cause if it snowed here, there must be an awful lot of snow in environs further north. And this with Spring only three days away! And not a moment too soon. But it didn’t snow much and it won’t be here … Continue reading

COME WHAT MAY

COME WHAT MAY

done all i can do did what had to be done tried as hard as i might was a fight never slight played as much as i can with the hand i was dealt worked with all that i had did my best never less another chapter is over another story’s been told now it’s … Continue reading

NOTE TO SELF

NOTE TO SELF

I’m being mean to my cat. I don’t mean to be mean to him and it’s so out of character for me, but he’s whining all the time and the sound of his voice is making me literally climb up the wall. Well not really literally. My health insurance (or lack thereof) has forced me … Continue reading

WHERE I’M GOING I’LL STAY

WHERE I’M GOING I’LL STAY

Hey, I thought about you and it was quiet and measured and a nice harkening back.  I thought about you and feel in my heart I can forgive you.  I wish I could’ve sooner. I just need you to know. Back then, no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn’t.  I know it took … Continue reading

HOW THINGS NOW STAND

HOW THINGS NOW STAND

it’s so apparent you’re stating the obvious and it’s redundant we’ve talked about this over and over again have things moved forward? or stayed the same here? i don’t see any progress or healing either talking and blah blah rehashing and so futile with no end in sight or change anyway are you happy with … Continue reading

THE SCHEME OF THINGS

THE SCHEME OF THINGS

I had a really boring day yesterday. This is strange because generally I don’t get bored much and do know how to keep occupied. Not as in “keeping busy” as they say, or “finding something to do” either. Generally I enjoy doing what it is that I do with my time and feeling pretty satisfied. … Continue reading

DON’T THINK I’VE A POINT

DON’T THINK I’VE A POINT

It’s been a long, dark and cold winter and I’m more than delighted it’s spring. Now mind you, we’ve really only had a couple of days of any REAL winter this year, although it was hard to tell. That may have been a couple of days in January —oh yeh— and a few hours of snow … Continue reading