I just had a disturbing phone call with a girl that I know
Well I don’t really know her anymore
She’s not a part of my life anymore
I spoke nicely and sweetly and with joy to her
I was happy to just hear her voice
She always had the most melodic voice
Like syrupy elixir to my senses
After I completed each sentence she paused
Replied with a formality?
With a distance and detachment?
How did it come to this?
Why did I lose her and now I’m alone?
I’ve such pain in my heart and I wish things were different
Why do we lose people in this life?
Or is it just me?
So we had a conversation and at the end
When I pressed her for more
I woke up.